Work sucks

Finally~! The week is coming to an end.. 3 more hours tomorrow.. then 1 day break. For the very first time, i look forward to that break. This week was not good at all for me. I was left alone to handle the pharmacy while my 2 bosses is at some tropical island enjoying their Malibu. I certainly did not have a good time at work especially with the customers.

My bosses has been 'pampering' thier customers so much that I am obliged to do the same when they aren't around. Regardless of how ridiculous it is, there is no reason what so ever to refuse customer's request. I refused Mrs. M's request for RX owing with good reasons. Provided suffecient advice to it too. She started yelling on top of her voice and scolding me for not doing her the favour when the bosses aren't around...etc etc and that my reasons for refusal wasn't good enough. I was being condemned in front of all my other customers *(waiting for thier Rx)* that my professional judegment was bad. As a pharmacist in charge, I had no reason to let her walk over me. I don't!! Plus my reasons was 100% valid! I wished i could be rude to her as she was to me but i CAN"T!!!

why can't I??

Bcoz Barmera is a super small town. Be coz my Pharmacy is the only pharmacy there. Becoz she lives in the town and ppl in the town demands what they want and gets it! Becoz my bosses have been living and running their busniess there for 23 years and i can't ruin it in 1 week!

Damn Mrs. M.

After all the yelling for god knows how long, i had to put a smiling face to everyone else who was waiting for thier Rx to be checked by me while I was being scolded. I had to smile and keep a straight mind on it and concentrate as well!

Everything else went wrong after that. there were other things which went wrong and its just too much to talk about. I hated Mrs. M. OLd bitch with no brains.

Its my job-- so i said to myself. It was only the 2nd day in the week. I couldn't wait till the end. The next few days was smooth flowing, and I managed to handle a pension thursday well too. Thank goodness for that!

I guess after tomorrow, everything will be back to normal. no more chaos.

I find myself readjusting again. Emotionally readjusting again. My Three and half years roomate/housemate moved out last weekend. Thankfully Justin was here distracting me while all the packing was done; took my mind away from the expected-lonely-thoughts. Spent my time in the city on the weekend and got home pass 12am on sunday. Which was really 'great' as i found myself really sleepy and tired the next few days in the following week. I had a so-so week at work and one of the days turned out to be the 'longest' working day ever for me. I can't believe how slow Time crawled that day!

Alright so I've gone through my first week alone in this place. Honestly i hardly have anytime to think. I see this as a chance to concentrate in what i have to do. I rearranged the things in the house...just so to make myself more comfortable. Not that I really have much furniture, just basics. I looked again... ain't much changes at all. haha

I seemed to have problems sleeping well lately. I woke up nearly every night around 4-5 am. On one of those nights i was a lil frightened; was awaken by a sound coming from the kitchen. I didn't leave my bed to investigate or anything. I couldn't get back to bed too. The next day, i got myself a broom stick!

Well, don't laugh...I had to protect myself in someways. With that, a number of my friends, collegues and my neighbour were asking if i would like another housemate. Well...for safety's sake...maybe. Otherwise..i am not sure.

Back to work again tomorrow. It feels like I live there!