Memories

Been almost 5 months since i last updated this site...

The last post was about how work sucks. Clearly, I don't have many complains since. That ONE whole week on my own was not only a great experience for me, I learnt a whole lot and definately made me stronger. I have had my bad days at work since,I still whine and complain about it BUT...i don't keep them at heart. I learn from the bad days and enjoy my good days. And trust me...my good days...are not only plain ordinary good, they are good in a Satisfying way!

So, I have been trying to make myself exercise since the weather got warmer. There are not many beautiful days in the Riverlands. In this region, we get the extreme weather. Being in the desert, we get the extreme cold and hot, the strong wind, and no rain. There will be one or two days which the weather calm and nice. Everyone has their own version of nice and beautiful days. Some say, a sunny day with 20 Degrees and cold wind is beutiful. *that's still a lil cold for me at 20 deg*. My beautiful day is...25-26 degrees.


So, I made myself go for a jog by the river after work today. With day light saving, the sun only sets at about 7.30ish. It happened to be MY BEAUTIFUL DAY. I sat by the river and enjoy the soft breeze as I hear the ducks quacking and people water skiing in the river. I see people walking their pretty dogs. There are also people enjoying this beautiful day like myself, but in the club holding a glass of beer. So, there I was trying to get a pictorial memory of the scene by the river... hoping I will remember it forever.

I remember 2 years ago, I loved going for jogs by River Torrens. At sun down when there's less people around and more black swans, Its very calm and peaceful there. I kept saying that the city is where I belong. That is very true. I cannot live in silence for long. Boredom comes into me too easily. I need excitement and people around me. I longed to move to the city again. But I will never encounter nature's beauty anymore....Well, I might..but not as close as 1 minute walk from my home. Or 20 minutes tram to the beach *Glenelg*.

Everytime, when my patients starts on a new medication, mainly antipyschotics as a result of alzheimers, I get a lil upset*wishing this will never happen to myself* Behavioural disturbances occurs secondary to Alzheimers disease. I wish I will never have Alzheimers. A pictorial memory of everything I see is what I want to keep. Cameras are not reliable.