12 days to ...XMas? haha DREAM ON!

12 days to APCAT. Yes though we have graduated from the 4 years course as a drugist, we are technically not a drugist yet before going through 1 year trainning in the real world and to take this exam. Once this is over, I can probably relax for a while before VIVA.

This morning when i was driving to work, as I turn into the parking lot behind my pharmacy, I had this 2 seconds thought suddenly. 'OMG...NO! I don't want to see the patient's again!' WAKE UP!! BACK TO REALITY!! I told myself..WEll, despite being quite stressful meeting the high expectations of people and the bunch of experienced staffs and being frustrated at customers, it is the profession I chosed...There are new discoveries at work everyday. I must say, it feels good being recognised by people. Feels good that people are getting more confident with me now.

Couple of days ago, I was reading the newspaper and I saw this picture of Victoria Square which took me a few seconds to recognize. The tram was done!! Then I realized how long I had not been back to Adelaide. Well, Not very long though...had only been one and half months. But WHY does it Feels damn long...? I calculated the number of times I had been back...5! 5 times in 8 months, no wonder it felt heaps long! Gosh, I really miss that place... I miss my friends too. It made me think, why on earth did I not go back when I had so many long weekends which I spent alone here~! staring at the laptop all alone! I had no idea... I guess back then I had many issues to deal with and was still adjusting to the changes. *Just an excuse*maybe..

I missed out alot with my friends....missed out on the good times.. really regreted not going back more often. I was told that some sacrifices had to be made in order to get what i want. I agree with that, except that I may not know how to make the right sacrifices to get the what i want. I hope it is not too late yet....

Been 1 year since I met that special someone. There were many ups and downs in this one year, but I guess there will be no ups if there is no downs. Though we had to be apart for sometime, but time flies..I believe that very soon we;ll be togather again...