Mixed Berries

I am spending my weekend in Adelaide this time. It had been 2 months since I left. Have this mixed feeling right now. I am half excited about heading back to the city, feeling the presence of people in the crowd and having to shop again. But then... there is just something else which is makes me feel otherwise. Many places I would like to go, Many things in mind I would like to do, Many people i would like to meet and catch up.. but have no idea where to start, what to do and who to meet first. I might just end up spending time alone shopping for some prezzie which would be something I want to do as well.

I would like to buy a present or gift for that someone... But I am never good at buying gifts. I think too much. But that's just basically how I am. Not only in buying gifts but everything I do, every step i take in life. I weight the benefits and consequences. As a result I end up not getting anything.


I don't deny, I have high expectations. Hoping my trip back would be nice and that i would enjoy it. I know i have no reason at all not to enjoy it and no one can make me feel that way. But high expectations like this tend to bring dissapointments. I know... Its my holiday after such a long time... I have to enjoy it...I dread for a longer holiday... I am sure many people who are in my position right now want it too... :)

Was reading a friend's blog about making tiramisu. Been long since I made one. It was an attempt of PW and I which turned out great. Would want to make it again one day.. but not eat them. When I think about the energy in = energy out from the WEight Management Lecture, there is just too much to energy in and very little energy out from it.

Oh well, we'llt see how it goes this time.... *fingers crossed*