Tuesday, March 13, 2007

I am not thinking

fI placed my signature on the sheet of A4 paper. On that so-called agreement. That's it.. I had agreed to stay for another year just because I had an obligation to. Seriously, not because i really want to but because I had no other choices at that moment, and I am placed in a difficult situation and nothing much could to be done!
That moment, I was very very reluctant. There is somewhere else I wanted more to be in. Something else I wanted to do more. But chances are slim. No guarantees. Can't picture how the future would be like at all.
I asked a friend.. Ever felt like you regret on something you chosed, *though you are happy with that choice* but hope to have chosed the other, and thought you will probably be happier? Might not really call it regret though, cause you are contented with the choice you made. I guess people are just being themselves; that's why they call us Human Beings, who are not easily satisfied with what they have, and difficult to please at the same time...
---This isn't just about what I do, Its about what I want---


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